Enjoy the Rambling of a madman who just got handed some primo greens from a tourist friend who was leaving today, and me oh my,... AM I CHATTY!!

Buckle up, imma work your noodle🤔🧠💥💫

I hope someone noticed the use of the word "purpose" as he/ she perhaps would not find it fitting in the sentence i posted on insta the 29-apr-25.

I meant it EXACTLY like that.

Want to know why your head might be spinning at night? Why some of you experience sensory overload? Are fatigued a lot?

It might be because it is YOUR PURPOSE which isn't fitting in. Your spirit who does not, cán not adapt to a lifestyle merely adopted by a a society numbed down and broken.

Some people simply ARE wired differently. Embrace the flaws, you'll find strength in those.

Everyone outt there chasing "Perfection", not knowing it's an endless ratrace. Working ever so hard on their status, appearance.. EGO. To look the part. 🫠🤦🏽‍♂️

Instead of building character, honing skills and talents. Becoming EXACTLY that person you so "wanted to look like".

Or not, but at that point, who gives a shit!

You've long lost the "weight" or "pull" of that need for confirmation we subconsciously hunger for at first.. from our parent, siblings, our friends we wanted to impress, random fucking strangers lol - its liberating.

You're (starting to) see through the lies you accapted, unknowingly, subtly, or maybe point blank up in its grill to the pixels of our consciousness where we TRULY perceive.

Trust your gut. Calm the mind.

Cus it is when you learn to sit in silence, and do so for quite some time, you begin to hear the screams of others, their pains, suffering, angers, frustrations and even fears.. the soul speaks to those who look and listen.

I always heard. I merely learned to hone it, through trail , error might I add. Shit wasn't always kind to me, certainly not at first.. I'm better now at what I do, quite so, dare I say this day and age.. also that took some time.

We digress…

Sometimes you need to trust your nature. Stand in your own light and find the Christ Light, The Source, The Creator.. there's So many names.

It's gonna feel uncomfortable. Change isn't meant to be comfortable - GROWTH DOESNT COME WITHOUT PAIN.

Maybe you weren't meant to fit in. Nevertheless, FIND THAT LIGHT, FOR IT WILL WARM YOUR SOUL.

Noone is perfect. Perfection IS BORING. And honestly.. pretty freaky!!

Let me illustrate: literally.

I rest my case! :p sike! i’m not nearly done…

Because, Also, take note:

A flawless diamond is worthless, it's the ones with IMPERFECTION which are valued - It makes them "unique".

Wear yourself with pride. Dance to the beat of your own drums. Make mistakes, make some more haahha but fall, get the fuck back up, and try and do good where possible.

It's not easy nor simple, but we grow learning and that lesson is NEVERRRRR OVER!

(I'm dead serious. Just when you think you have it all figured out.. YOUR DOG DIES! The car stops!! Your grandmother dies!

What im trying to say is: The lessons are never over. Might as well enjoy the ride as you. As the ancient Russian saying goes🤭🤥🦧😜: try not to give too much of a phuck about the "unwritten abstract societal norms and or customs, per se. Chill a bit.. danski to the beat of your own drumski, comradski😅🤷🏽‍♂️😂)

You'll never truly going to reach optimal happiness, you won't.

My advice? Try and find peace.

As they say in French: shit will always keep happening, it is inevitable.

Find peace.

Hope it helps smartiepants!😘🤙🏽

God bless.

Ameyn